All this innocence is available from time to time

We build illusions based on memories from the past. Create parts of life and ways of living in the future there are supposed to work out as a cure for the bad things remaining in our heads and remember the good ones with a smile.
How bad is to remember something with the same smile that was drawn when it happens, knowing that will never be back again?
We search for the comfort of any good life to be our own. A major need, so very hard to get. About this we cannot take any illusions.

All this innocence is available from time to time.
I’ll keep running for the end of the tunnel. Sometimes there’s a bright white light, sometimes not. But isn’t like running for the end of the rainbow anyway.